Hello beloved ones!

I am on my favorite time of the month, my moon or menstrual cycle. At the very last minute I am letting go of the content I had previously written for this Moon Love Letter and instead writing about what’s alive for me right now during my moon.

It’s summer 2011, 6 months after my sexual and spiritual awakening, and I have to make a life changing decision. The clock is ticking and I need to make a choice between experiencing an invite only micro festival, “A Midsummer Night’s Wet Dream” in the middle of the redwoods, an hour north of San Francisco, or working a Vita Coco promotional modeling gig at Wanderlust, another festival in Lake Tahoe. I’m torn.

They both sound amazing. Yoga, nature, festivities and music? Yes, please! The main difference between these two conscious events is that one is exclusive and sex positive, whereas the other one is open to the public and slightly on the dry side of yogic things. So I ask myself, hmm… I can do yoga all weekend and make money, or I can surrender to being totally on my edge by going to this intriguing micro festival, and finding a new way to be in union with my sexuality. This is my newly profound yoga.

I was done promoting coconut water that wasn’t raw and organic because I was really thirsty for my own wet dream, and so off my lover and I drove up the coast to my next initiation at the “A Midsummer Night’s Wet Dream.”

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In the middle of the Redwoods, I was totally blessed and blissed out with some of the most sex positive people I had ever experienced. There were about 200 people from all over the world camped outside a beautiful mansion in Healsburg, California. Each person went through a screening process to ensure that they were mature and conscious enough to meet the integrity and safety standards of this sex positive community. I am thankful for the safety of this process. This safety gave birth to the vision behind the Sensual Surrender Playshop for Women & Dakini Domme Knight Masquerade experiences; my midsummers wet dream.

 

I found a deeper yearning aspect within myself asking for more freedom and expression around my sexuality. A yearning and a desire to no longer feel suppressed or guilty to experience this exquisite freedom, authenticity, and intimacy on a whole other level, and all the time. I never felt so welcomed and inspired to surrender to my own sexuality so fully and so freely. I mean I’ve been to some cray cray festivals and nothing came close to the freedom and safety I experienced that weekend. My life was completely altered for the better.

 

I woke up feeling light and free like a forest nymph. My concept of freedom was now softly blurred at the edges like the morning fog in the forest. All tucked underneath the mystical redwoods, for the first time ever I REALLYexperienced the magic of being a part of a community of 200 sexually awakened and liberated people.

On the windy road back home, I’m fantasizing about experiencing this again. I begin imagining a world in which sexuality and feminine sensuality is exquisitely celebrated, respected, and honored. This vision, which continued to unveil itself, like the morning fog lifting and revealing the forest, planted a seed of intention in the depths of my soul and life purpose.

Years after many teacher trainings, practicing Tantra and embodying rituals that inspire awareness, freedom, and power, one of the ways in which I can re-create this unique celebration is through The Dakini Domme Knight Masquerade Puja.. The foundation of these events is a simple tantric ritual, interwoven with some iX-Chel contemporary twists making them more accessible, fun, and universally grounding! The Dakini Domme & Knight Masquerade Puja is about ACTUALLY experiencing an exquisite, fun, sacred and safe sharing of life force energy between the sexes that is edgy, expansive and celebrates and honors the divine in you!

If you are interested in attending this event, I’m having the last online live streaming today at 7pm PST. Please join me here for an intimate introduction on google hangouts and invite your friends!;) 

Here is the latest video in a series, manifesting my wet dreams:

 

If you’re interested in hosting a Dakini Domme & Knight Masquearde Experience in your city, please contact info@Sandivel.com.

Other expansive opportunities for you!

1 free coaching call for Women and 1 free intro call to Lover’s Way to Men.

(See below for details.)

Be an enrolling Queen! 

Next Tuesday, April 29th at 7pm PST, I’ll be co-leading a free teleconference call with relationship expert Larry Michael, the creator of “A Lover’s Way” about how to be an enrolling women. A woman who knows how to ask and get the support, resources, she needs to claim the exquisite life of her dreams. It’ll be a juicy call about feminine power and tips on manifesting your visions.

Here is the conference call number:

712-432-0075, participant code 214989

Lover’s Way for Knights 

If you’re a Knight who is interested in learning about “A Lover’s Way,” a 3 day weekend intensive in which “Boys become Men, and Men become Gods” I’ll be co-hosting a free call with Larry about this life altering weekend on Tuesday, May 6th at 7pm PST.

712-432-0075, participant code: 214989

To see more information about this event click here: www.ixchelsandivel.com/A-Lovers-Way

May you have an ecstatic week full of wet blessings!